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Today I'm closing the cycle to all uneasiness that was caused by me or others to me as we move into the 2021 New Year. 2020 was a rough one. Its time to let go of that energy.. We all know that noone is perfect, so whomever has felt wronged by someone has done wrong by someone. So, it seems we balance the scales unknowingly. Its why I've always preached forgiveness, even if you never talk to them again. Today I'm apologizing to anyone who's ever been offended by my personal choices of the past. We live to let learn. The world is our classroom, we are all student and teachers. We switch roles everyday no 1 is bigger than the other. Unless they live in ego. So, this is a sincere apology, to those who may have felt the raft of my indecisiveness and my ability to go and disappear when trauma from my past show up. Or who had to deal with my very stubborn ways. Everyone has a story to tell. And well mine has not always been an easy one to share. Even still. My apologies to whomever has been offended by actions in the past. I'm releasing that issue in me for the new year. It will be purged out. 2021 will be no apologizing I'm coming into whom I've always meant to be. The bigger person.

As a possible healer, one may have always been a loner coming up. Never quite fitting in with other people. One may, not be able to understand there role on the planet as they are introvertic in nature. They are always the one people get a hold of when they are having trouble. They have the unfortunate ability to pick up on others pain, and move the energy to themselves if they are not careful. This could explain why they keep few people in their circle. They can be dowsed with the energy surrounding them. Just an introspective.... We are much in touch with nature as we are with the human experience. Alot of us respect the planet and it's ability to self heal after all of the chaos and destruction. It's not easy being GAIA the giver to all that breathes and rarely get appreciated. Someone with healing capabilities look to the planet as the answers.

12/30/20 1016 am After doing a meditation, that was 25 minutes long with my higher self before sunrise. I actually was able to catch the sunrise on my 3rd eye. Quite unique, I'm impressed. But, realizing i wasn't ground after words. I drunk a sip of water. Then something told me later to google the topic. This is actually a good way to ground after meditations. Always have water available. to you.

Our individual journey will lead us to a place of people we have known before this existence. Some to hindrance love and some to show it. Some to stop you from knowing and determining a positive experience the catalyst. Embrace it all its gonna make hell of sense in the end.

Be grateful, humble and thankful for those genuine people in our lives. They will make the world of difference in our lives. They are there to love you

THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH CHANGING DIRECTIONS LIFE IS DRIVEN OFF OF CHANGE. THE FLOWERS GROW, WE PICK THEM ANOTHER WILL GROW JUST THE SAME. DON'T GET TRAPPED IN YOUR HEAD. ABOUT WHAT HAS TO OCCUR. LIVE YOUR LIFE EVEN MORE VIBRANT WITH NO INTENTIONAL HURT TO OTHERS INSTEAD. 12-13-2020 10:55PM

WE ALL HAVE FREE WILL.. IT NEVER GOEAS ACCORDING TO YOUR PLAN WHEN YOU ARE ONLY INTERETED IN WHAT FEELS GOOD TO YOUR SOUL AND YOU KNOWINGLY HURT OTHERS. IT MAKES YOUR INTENTIONS LOOK BAD. YOU ARE TO CREATE IN LOVE, WHAT YOU EXPECT TO SEE IN THIS LIFE. LOVE YOURSELF WITHOUT HURTING OTHERS. THINK WHAT YOU MAY BUT, WATCH HOW YOU PLAY OUT HERE. WE ARE ALL LOVED BY SOMEONE. NO MATTER HOW GOOD OR BAD. NOONE HAS THE RIGHT TO INSIGHT OR INSTIGATE DAMAGE TO ANOTHERS SOUL PURPOSELY. IF THAT'S POWER IT'S ILL IN FATE. IT WILL ACTUALLY HURT YOU AS MUCH AS OR MORE THAN THE PERSON YOU INTENDED THAT PAIN TO GET TOWARDS. GLOW AND GROW.

It's not who they are that really matters at some point. It's who you can be. Despite the wrong doings of your soul, despite the adversary. Stay golden. Let it be. Don't reduce your hearts worth because you feel mismanaged in feelings we all are guilty of pain to someone on the planet. Let it be. Forgive and move forward. People are people, and you my friend have to let that just be. You can only focus on the power of you and learning to be and stick to becoming the best you can be. Achieve it to believe or vice versa. Let what works, do its work. Anger for to long will force you to resent the whole world. Don't let it. Believe in the power in the universe and let it all be. Your designed divine, never forget that.

Change is inevitable, sometimes we resent it; due to lack of experience in which the direction may push us. However, that is the purpose of change to get you ready to see the world from a different perspective. If we take away just the people who have hurt us and only allowed in the people who mad us happy how would it be that we learned anything. Emotions are teachers, and feeling those will allow you the WILLINGNESS to embrace change. Despite what you may in fact believe is true, we are where we need to be when we need to be there. Allow your heart to guide you. Smooth sailing...